ugh

This is not my beautiful house
This is not my beautiful wife

Though I wish it was.
We should have been walking these streets together, but we're not.

And that's how it is now.
I wish I would have been prepared.

I messed up. Now I have to move on.
It's harder than I thought.

You'll laugh. Because you won.

Now I'm denied.
Your ghost haunts me, and forever will.