To all my faithful blog readers (and friends)...
I have to come clean about something.
I have been trying to be strong. I have been trying to move on. I have been trying to forget. But I can't.
I miss her so much. I never realized how much of my life was her: depended on her, endeared her, made her a part of me and me a part of her.
I still don't know for certain if I miss her or just the feeling of being with someone. But that seems to have less and less bearing as the days pass. It's being with someone who happens to be her that I miss.
I've lost my orbit.